Fear of Losing You
The fear of knowing I fell for you hurts cause the fear of getting hurt comes through my mind day and night
can't help to think that we might not last and I'll lose you sometime tonight
but then I have to think positive and stay strong for myself
and pray I won't lose it tripping and blowing up your cell
I know I told you I don't know why I'm like this but apart of me feels like you don't like that I act like this
its a part of me I'm trying hard to control but even trying my hardest doesn't always work or show
I feel like I'm losing you especially cause you said I don't seem normal to you
hearing that come from you kinda hurts me deep down inside but at least your being honest and not trying to hide what you really think of me inside...
I really hope you will stay with me and work pass this with me...
cause honestly I've falling hard for you that I'm crazy bout you baby can't you see
not crazy in a scary way but crazy in a normal way I mean