I do not need another drug to keep my head up.
I was so out of control, feelings slammed shut.
But I am recovering from the addictive shitshow.
I just want you to know, I am 84 days clean.
I am surrounded by such support,
I feel redeemed.
There is hope in the hopeless.
This is a new found freedom
in feeling fearless.
I am seeing things that weren't there.
just many answers in the air.
I thank you all for showing me a way
to kill the pills which I craved.
I am believing in the angels that keep me safe.