Fighting You


Fighting You is easy because I lack faith in you
Fighting You is easy because I lack trust you
You push and I pull, You are not my friend
You are the enemy, In love with someone you do not know
In love with someone that would rather fight you
Fighting you is easy because I do not have to let you in
I can keep my secrets, I can bury my past
I can run until my body is weak and collapses
Fighting you is easy because in time you will leave
Fighting you is easy because I can keep my guard
I am searching me and developing who I am
I will not be sculpted into your project
I will find love that simple loves me
Fighting You is easy because it is learned habit
Fighting You easy because it builds my reason to pull back
to go back to who I used to be, to who I used to love and
to who I used to fight with
Fighting you will make me lose you
Fighting you will keep the wedge in the relationship and intimacy
Fighting You is my security that cuddles my insecurities
Fighting You, Fighting You Fighting You
Fighting You because I am afraid to hold on,I am afraid to love,
to open up, to defend what was, to defend what is now,
to defend what will be, to push with you, to heal, to be vulnerable,
to accept you as my friend and partner,
to accept you are not my enemy but we are a team,
to close the route to my exit, to put my guard down,
to stop fighting you

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