The thoughts the flashbacks and memories .
They replay over and over .
The good the bad the ugly
I wish I could just make them go away
Turn them off
I wish my mind had a light switch
This place I'm in is a nightmare in its self
And the wall here , well
They have a funny way to fuck with people.
They always seem to bring out the worst .
I have nothing but Time ,thoughts and memories .
I reflect on the way you treated me .
I can still her the words you screamed at me .
I can almost feel the pain your hands inflicted on me .
And the only thing I can do is ask is .
God why ? Why me
Cant you just make all the flashbacks go away ?