I can't even put into words
Exactly how I feel
I don't know how I ever thought
What we had was something real

Did I really love you?
Did I really care?
Or were you just a habit
And I wasn't even aware

I spent so many years
Underneath your spell
How did I not notice?
How could I not tell?

I lost the chance to find myself
And discover who I was
But that's the price you have to pay
When you think you found young love

I'm starting to forgive you now
For the things you put me through
I truly don't think you were aware
Of anyone but you

One part of forgiveness,
That you learn to know
Is that you can't change other people
So it was best for me to go

I finally have my freedom
To discover who I am
It may be a little later in life
But I'm doing what I can

I'm in a better mental state
Not being by your side
The good times just weren't worth the pain
Our love had to subside

Tina Thiron


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