From Up to Back Down
When you smile so big, it's hard to stop.
You laugh uncontrollably for no reason at all.
You love being joyous and having a family to love.
When someone is rude,you say"thank you very much."
But when you fall to the ground,
And can't get up,
You find yourself crying alone in the dark.
You say to yourself,"this is not enough."
It's hard to see, who you can be, when all you say is,
"I hate me."
You find a blade in your hand,
Blood on your arms, to scared to stand.
That happiness was awesome until the doctor said,
"Your diagnosed with depression."
I yelled at God,
"I prayed for help why didn't it come,
I tried my hardest, but now I'm done!"
Then something went terribly wrong,
Your heart stop pounding, your back on the floor
With people surrounding.
"Officer, I need help, I think my daughter is gone!"
At the hospitable in a bed her mom crying,
"She's not dead."
Thank you God you save my life,
Lord I'm sorry I took that Knife.
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