My soul is ripped and shredded
I don't know where I am headed
I pray to God to show me the way
I ask you should I go or should I stay
This roller coaster is not the way
No human being should live this way
This is certainly not Gods way!
I will no longer be the victim of your lifeâ€™s play!
But one day you will pay for the pain you have caused
And i will be free and live happily blessed!
Sometimes I wonder if this is all just a test
As for now, my heart is temporarily closed!
I can't take any more pain, I can no longer live in the rain
My heart bleeds and all thatâ€™s left is a stain
To remind me that what fueled me was pain
And remind me that none of this has been written in vain!