There's so much in life I fear,
If only I could bare this pain.
I have nothing left except a tear,
And more and more I gain.
My heart is empty without them,
But i somehow blocked the hurt.
I gave what was left to him,
And now I vanished like dust from the dirt.
Its time I give all I have left up,
And walk far away like before.
So many lives I seem to interrupt,
Now its time I close the main door.
Soon ill be closing my eyes,
As im so ready to do forever.
I can no longer live in lies,
And yes im aware this wouldn't be very clever.
Im sorry to all I leave behind,
But I can't go on like this.
I've lost everything as well as my mind,
Caused by pain from love & miss.
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