My mouth is shut tight
No words can come out ,their trying to ,believe me .
I'm trapped ,mentally and physically trapped
i cant get out .the chains of life are latched on
i scream ,i shout and no one hears
because no ones even there
Someone else is controlling my mind and body
I try to fight ,but i loose .but i wont give up .
Im someone else ,someone different
,i cant even recognize this girl .
shes ,happy ,shes ,smiling .
thats not me
i dont smile ,i dont laugh
its a trick ,maybe a game
But i dont want to play
I never asked to play !
But she doesnt even care
Shes thinks it fun .
Get out.its my mind ,my body
and just as i begin to regain control
my breath begins to vanish away ,little by little
shes gone .the happy girl .
Happiness is ,gone .