He knew what he was doing and did it well.
He knew how to use me.
He knew how to abuse me.
He just knew.
Why didn't I know?
Why didn't I see?
That he was only playing me?
I just wanted to believe I'm love, that's all.
I mean he was tall, could talk fish out of water.
But that doesn't matter.
All the signs were there.
I ignored them.
They told me to leave.
But I stayed.
He just knew how to shut me up.
How to humiliate me. Publicly multiple times.
But I went back after each time.
But guess what he left me.
For another girl.
I felt that in my chest.
Felt my heart ripping like a piece of paper.
Its nobodyâ€™s fault but mine, my friend tried, to tell me to end quick, fast, and in a hurry.
I fell in love.
He made me scared to do so again.
I feel bad for the next guy.
I could still hear your words.
But your actions spoke louder.