Heavy Hearted Nightmares
It's just like me
To get caught up in selfish greed.
These thoughts serve as company
And I can feel this feeling swallowing
Everything I am
With all the lies that never last.
I'm washed up
And my lifeline got tossed off.
You'll find my relationship with my father
But I don't wanna talk about it.
You hate yourself
And I hate everyone else.
Fearing conversational encounters.
My heart belongs to the pills I found on a counter
Cause everyone else includes myself.
It's been a week since my world killed herself
And I can't cope with this mess I made.
Saw a light last night
But forgot it was surrounded by the darkest pain.
All the things that keep my aching heart awake.
My veins shake
And I hesitate.
I'm just trying to keep myself sane
Convince everyone I'm okay
But the heavy hearted nightmares become visible on my face.
Where are you?
Why does it have to be this way?