the way i said it seemed so wrong,
i told you i hate you and i want you gone.
you fell to the floor with tears in your eyes.
seeing you cry hurt me deeper inside.
i turn to walk away, but you reach out for my hand.
i push it away because you can't understand.
you deserve a better life one without me in it.
though i'm dying inside i didn't take you for granted.
my heart hurts everyday still knowing that your gone.
but i did the right thing because now you can move on.
the truth is i love you more then myself.
and for you to be happy is what keeps me from hell.