Behind her pretty smile, there is a story, one you'll never understand. She fakes it so well, you'd think she's fine. You'd think she's always happy, but the truth is she rarely is. Her smile is fake, but her feelings are real. She hides her feelings so much that she might explode or do something worse. She asks herself often "will he still love me if I relapse?" and she's not sure he would. So she hides her feelings and fakes her smile. Her story is one you'll never understand, but only because she won't let you in. She pushes people away when she needs them the most. She isn't sure anymore of anything, she isn't sure this is the story she wants to live.