Hesitantly Confident Emotion
Awakened I rise to reckoned awareness
And out spills visions of ancient tragedy.
Soft grief breaks walls, pouring out blindness,
Shining light on raw, agonizing loyalty.
What marvelous agreeable revelation
Brings such torturous confusion to realization?
A mysterious void plants endearing roots,
His admiration slow growing, trouble to reap.
Weak affections lie still, growth refutes,
But this hold grasps the soul spreading deep.
Unto my conscious was emptiness before,
Abruptly lonely while lonely no more.
This impression of fate will take no voice,
Our paths remaining together is solely his choice.
Awestruck and afraid to be at this whim,
Here I remain speechless til words come to him.