How can I Wish?

Oh, How I wish...
How I wish so often, to be able to capture
My minds contents, memories, mindset
Splayed out, raw, and exposed on paper.

Oh, How I wish....
How I wish too much, to be able to transfer
My heart to theirs, just to feel what I do
When thought and words aren't the answer

Oh, How I wish...
How I wish repeatedly, to give my sight,
When learning my history, as they meet me
Questioning how I still see the world so bright

Oh How I wish...
How I wish sometimes, to be able to trade,
Shoes with those few, I stroll in their self-pity
As they begin a trip, thru the life I've made


Oh, How I wish...
How I wish so little, to cause suffering
Tramua filled lifetimes, Only spawn to correct
The imbalances at hand, slowly uncovering


Oh How I wish...
How I wish endlessly, to be able to share
My experiences, life story, lessons learned
Without the sympathy, pity and tearful stare

Oh How I wish...
How I wish for a simply way of commanding
Oh How can I wish, so desperately
A wish for Painless Understanding

Oh, How I wish...
Wish to find..
How I can Wish?