i almost do

i want you in or out

there will be no grey area this time

it is black or white
heartbreak or heart light

i almost ask you why
why you’re back after all this time

the message is written
all i have to do is click send

i think of that girl who stood before you on that strange, empty night
who waited for you to explain
to say something, anything

you walked away from her
you walked away from me

and i vowed to be done with you

i type out the words that i have spelled a thousand times

do i send it?

will i finally get answers after all this time?
will the closure that i so desperately need, the closure that she deserves, be within my grasp?

DO I SEND IT?

well, i almost do