I Am Alive

Sometimes I feel like I've let so many people down
Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe
I walk
Sometimes when things are tough I bolt
Sometimes, I don't look back
I run
I see nothing but blackness
I see nothing but fear
I cry
I see my mind turning against me
I see myself losing hope
I fall
I know right now things aren't good
I know right now it might get worse
I think
I know right now I am strong
I know right now I am better
I stand up
I believe in hope
I believe it will become better
I breathe
I believe it might be over, I believe I can return
I
Am
Alive