I AM FORGETTING WHO HE IS


I HAVE A MILLION REASONS TO LEAVE
I FIND A MILLION EXCUSES TO STAY
I CANT THINK STRAIGHT
I AM AFRAID
I AM A COWARD
IS MY EXCUSE TO STAY
I CANNOT HELP HIM
I AM INCOMPETENCE
I CONFUSE MYSELF AND DECIDE TO FORGET
IT HURTS ME WHAT HE BECAME
WHAT HE THINKS AND THE HORRIBLE WORDS HE SAYS
ALL THE VIOLENCE
ALL THAT ANGER
ALL THE HATE THAT FADES AWAY
IT IS HIM BUT IS NOT HIM
HE IS CONTROLLED
HE HAS NO CONTROL
HIS MIND HIJACKED
BY WHAT HE CONSUMES
I MISS HIM
I NEVER SEE HIM
I LOST HIM
ALTHOUGH
I LIVE WITH HIM
I HOPE TO FIND HIM AGAIN
THERE IS ALMOST NO TRACES OF HIM LEFT
I AM FORGETTING WHO HE IS
WHAT HE CONSUMES TAKES HIM FAR AWAY
BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO FIND EXCUSES TO STAY
WITH A SOUL THAT I ONCE KNEW THAT MIND WAS HIJACKED BY WHAT HE CONSUMES

AND NOW IS A STRANGER

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