I ask myself
And I asked myself what goes wrong?
For what I've known as courage,
Has always been a sad song.
I asked myself why it feels off track?
I've left this home I've been living in.
And I don't want to find my way back.
I asked myself what hurts so bad?
Like my head's under water,
And I'm not even going mad.
I've been questioning myself for long,
Why it feels out of place,
And I don't know where I belong.
when I stood in front of a shattered glass,
I saw fragments of myself,
And the hurt that won't pass.
I think now,
It wasn't the ache or the moments I let go or the agonizing loss,
But rather what stayed behind is what I could never make sense of.