I Try

I try not to think, I try not to remember
everything I went through in life.
I try to be strong, I try not to cry
but tears roll down my cheeks.
I try not to break, I try to hold myself up
But it's not easy to stay on my feet.
I try to move on, I try to forget everything
But my pain is too big than anything.
I try to leave my past behind, I try to fade everything I lived
But the truth it's not easily done.
I tried, but my heart doesn't let me forget.