I wake

I wake, I wake another day.

My head pounding from yesterday's mistakes.

The memories blind me like the sun,

While the nightmares haunt me to no end.

I have reached the maximum level of pain

,but my body won't give up in vain.

The tears I've shed won't stop flowing into this

endless river of despair.

I hope again when I wake that this pain

Will somehow dissipate.

The following day I wake again, only to

welcome the blaring sound of irritants.

Joyous people passing by ,

with children laughing and enjoying life.

How only I wished it was me,

No worries or cares just helplessly free.

But mournfully that is not my fate,

For i am subjugated to this

Undying pain.

The last day i finally sleep , to

A storm blowing past me.

I am in the eye,

Where it is calm and serene.

There's no more anguish or

Tragedy, just silenced harmony.

And it is seeping into my being,

Washing away all the cruelties of this world.

I bask in its glory, hoping that

the moment will be infinite.

But like any other day it ends,

I wake, I wake another day.

My head pounding from yesterday's mistakes.

The memories blind me like the sun,

While the nightmares haunt me to no end.

I have reached the maximum level of pain

,but my body won't give up in vain.

The tears I've shed won't stop flowing into this

endless river of despair.

I hope again when I wake that this pain

Will somehow dissipate.

The following day I wake again, only to

welcome the blaring sound of irritants.

Joyous people passing by ,

with children laughing and enjoying life.

How only I wished it was me,

No worries or cares just helplessly free.

But mournfully that is not my fate,

For i am subjugated to this

Undying pain.

The last day i finally sleep , to

A storm blowing past me.

I am in the eye,

Where it is calm and serene.

There's no more anguish or

Tragedy, just silenced harmony.

And it is seeping into my being,

Washing away all the cruelties of this world.

I bask in its glory, hoping that

the moment will be infinite.

But like any other day it ends,

And i wake