I Wish

It is the worst day of all
I Just wish I could wake up from the fall
I can't stop thinking and clear my mind
From all the voices that are speaking from behind
I feel like a loser, like deep shit
I Just can't take anymore hit(s)
I just want to end the pain
By lying in this cold rain,
Of agony and self hatred
By creating some more scars blood red
I just wish that now I die
I cant help any more, I cant lie
I am tired of all these constant fights
Even my anxiety stops me from achieving the heights
It will all be over soon they say
They don't know what they are talking about anyway
They say that I'm just sad
They don't know know it's much more bad
Now even the scars on my wrist tell the story
Each one written from a different memory 
I just wish someone would hold me when I cry
And be with me until all my demons die

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I wrote this poem when I was suffering from depression and anxiety. Everywhere I went to find help, the people used to say that it's just in my head and it hurts very much.