I wonder

All those restless night
Lonley cries
Days just passing by

I wonder..
Was love ever present
I wonder...
Which lesson did I learn

If any, only to alow myself to continously be burned

By the lies, cheating, neglect
All the immature communications
Each second gone by
Asking myself why

I wonder...
Was it really love I felt
To continue to sit in hell
I wonder...
All the times I put myself last
Would it have been done in contrast
To how I perceived things could be
Unlike how they were
I wonder...