I look around and sigh,
a million thoughts inside my head,
as my heart is listening with confusion,
I look down and breathe deep,
should I let my heart keep listening?
How can I decide?
So many options,
so many paths that I can make my own.
If only I knew
If only I could figure out what amazing things I can become.
If only I knew which was "right" or "wrong"
if only I knew what was "right"
and what is "wrong"
It seems I'm falling into an abyss of my own accord,
with the world helping create its beauty and chaos.
But I can do it, right?
Every step, and word fails.
If only I could say the words right.
I don't know what I'm feeling
Am I crazy?
If only I could make you proud.
If only I could make you see me
See who I am,
If only I knew what I want to be.
Who am I meant to be?