I sit, distracted in my thoughts.
School has lost my attention and interest once more,
and focus just isn't an option.
I'm lost and confused.
Will there ever be any salvation,
is there any hope for a recovery of sanity?
Should I work for it with a passion burning
until nothing is left to hurt me
and life can no longer insert me into this peril?
For what am I here
so near to the edge of my mind lost
and becoming blind to the outside world?
For how long will I stay day after days
in this giant haze that clouds around me?
Every day is a battle, a struggle in the saddle
to grab life by the reins and gain control.
I've been spiraling down with each hit
of the sound of my heart, and now, I'm lost.