I'm sorry you can't trust me and won't ever let me in.
I'm sorry you don't believe a word I say.
I'm sorry I can't be the woman you want me to be.
I'm sorry for messing up and causing all your tears.
I'm sorry I can't fix it and make you want to stay.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough and now I have to pay.
I'm sorry that I betrayed your trust for one night
of lust with a man that did not mean anything to me.
I'm sorry that I did not trust you fully.
I'm sorry that I ever doubted you
and made you second in my life.
I'm sorry that I did not believe that you were different
from my past relationship.
But when you've been hurt so many times
you start to think everyone is out to hurt you.
So you will always keep a wall up
because you can't ever really trust anyone again.
Someone once called me damaged goods,
I'm really starting to believe that
and it's sad to say but they might be right.
I'm sorry it took me losing you
to realize you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
And for the first time in my life
I had found a man that truly cared about me
and loved me and was trustworthy, respectful, faithful,
did not judge me, understanding, and loving--
is gone but never forgotten