In Between my Ears
Into my darkness I recede
Once again, I scream silent cries as the abyss surrounds me
Searching for a reason, a reason not yet found.
My actions are dulled and left with no point,
an existence, among lost answers is where I reside.
Clutching the fragments of shattered dreams.
The fractals of my failures falling like snow,
silent and cold accumulating over time.
Only melted by the warmth of unconditional love.
Pain has become my friend.
The only friend I have.
A loyal feeling forever present in my mind.
A pain sharpened by its pointlessness.
My life feels finished.
My works feels incomplete.
The darkness tugs me back inside.
From within the numbness consumes me.