Inner pain

It really broke my heart when my brother tried to kill himself,
He took an overdose that put him in a hospital bed,
It was horrible seeing him there I could do nothing to help,
But that was just the start he kept on cutting his wrists,
It made me so angry I ended up busting my fists,
I told him I'd die with him that's how dearly he'd be missed,
But that didn't stop his pain he kept having mental fits,
It got so bad I had to restrain him to his knees,
I had to take the knife out his hand and beg him please,
Please stop don't go you mean way too much,
Life wouldn't be the same without a brothers touch,
That's just one member of my family we're all a bit fucked,
It's like my family is cursed as all we get is bad luck.