I said I loved you and that I wanted to have your child
even though I knew your priorities were too wild.
I must've been lying to you. I felt I was in too deep.
Meanwhile, I settled. It was your heart I meant to keep.
I only wanted you to love me so when I left you you'd know
you need to change or life will take you where you don't want to go.
Every time you're around it seems I go back on what I say.
You influenced me, and it's time we went our own way.
My wishes for you are that you'll heed my advice,
go find yourself, and start looking towards Christ.
I'm so sorry for the betrayal and lies to your face.
Intentions were different but now days that's not the case.
I cannot forgive you for the things you've done to me direct.
I have tried. I am done. From here on out I'm going to keep it correct.