It's all inside

Credulously assume
I'll dispel the gloom
Mind focused
Energy there
Despite
Remain captured
With all my despair

Like riding a wave
Tingling at my toes
I want to stand up
But crumble as it goes

Furious
Sorrow
Fixated on me
Being way too involved
With negativity

My dearest
It’s clear what you deserve
You will accomplish
Since you know how to surf