Let You Go


Thud! Was the sound heard out loud
which shook me hard
took me out, out of illusion
in which I have been so long
that it had to be done long ago
yet it was stretched so far
It’s not easy as it may seem
it’s never about a yes or no
It is about life
A life that’s new
A life that’s different
for me if you care to ask
it’s the biggest nightmare
and the worst compromise
with a fake label of happily ever after
why only the worst fears come true
why not the happy part lasts long
it is hard and it is bad
and if it’s me
it’s you too
first you made me believe
I am not worth it
I am not enough
made me uncomfortable
in my own skin
and that was not enough
coz u were never ready
Oh then!
when I finally gave up
you decided to give it a chance
what happened to “not worth it”
or it’s just a new way
to mess with my heart
Oh that’s what you get
when you put someone before yourself
when you wanted it was there
it vanished when you are not ready
bother to ask, maybe I am scared too
but that’s what one gets
when you put them forward
the blame game starts
maybe I don’t have a clue
I hurt you real bad
but trust me
mine too was real hard
in struggle of finding you
I lost myself
I am no more than a blank thought
you had your enough time and support
to come through what you’d been through
when it was my turn
I am no more than a random person
who left you halfway long
maybe it’s bad, maybe it’s wrong
but I can’t live in the denial of one day
that one day it’ll all be okay
because for now I know it’s not
a not okay today
can never make a better tomorrow
maybe I am the bad one
at least I am honest
and I don’t hide behind denials
or behind the pain
we never wanted it this way
but it is now
it might feel selfish
but trust me it’s better than bad
I am no good
I am a mess
fighting my own kind of hell
let it be the way it is
but it’s better than drowning
and also now I will play my part
you deserve good
which forever lasts
it wasn’t my choice
but it’s peace
for good for best
I have to let you go.
As I stand at this door
shut behind you and now we are apart
Thud! Was the sound heard out loud
which shook me hard
took me out, out of illusion
in which I have been so long
that it had to be done long ago
yet it was stretched so far!

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