Long Time


it’s me
haven’t wrote to you in a minute
kind of don’t know where to start
actually don’t want to speak at all
i nearly lost myself
trying to come to an understanding of the woman i am
can i really be that bad?
am i what they say i am?
i .. im just trying to come to terms of
what it is and what it isn’t
who should i love
and why do i feel like i can heal the damaged and repair the weak
i am weak
nothing in me is more powerful than someone willing to end it all
risk it all
i can never be right
even when im right im still wrong
let me speak i have to submit to be heard
submission is a mindset
independence defeated the laziness of my thinking
because as a woman i am not that bad
but i am what you think
left ear itching
what have i done now the superstition speaks
negatively contacting my aura for a booty call
i am to be apologetic for being me
unapologetically loving myself but also questioning who i am as a woman
i haven’t spoken to you in a while
kind of not ready too
i might be lost give me a minute .

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