Loss of a good girl


I would have killed myself to save you but I realized you wouldn’t mind if I died
I lost myself still
I’ve died too many times because of you
and
I let you kill me over and over
Now it’s sad I’d take a bullet for you when your the one pointing the gun/ pistol at me
Multiple shots to the heart
Revive me
And do it all again
You killed me one too many times
I love you
So I stuck around
Let me take a bullet to my head
And clear the space you occupy
Let the memory of you die
So that my heart can feel whole again
My eyes are all dried up
I’m getting back my sanity
You thought I’d be about you forever
But I’ve changed my mind
Peace of mind
And
Peace of heart
See I’m not lying to myself
I just woke up different
I spoke to the moon and it told me to let you beat it
I was tough
Now tougher because of you
See I still have a heart of gold
But now someone’s got to dig to go through
You will see that I was all for you
That’s if you didn’t know that already.
You knew my heart was trying to get through but you were not ready
You will never be ready
Instead you strung me along
Well I have now cut the cord
This girl doesn’t want to hurt anymore

Pen name: India Rose

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