Lost…


I'm to the point,where,I just feel lost. Really lost,I just don't feel like myself anymore. I feel like I've become a very angry person,the smallest things just set me off. It's hard having loved ones on drugs,who have no near sight in getting clean,I'm tired of being used,I'm tired of lies. I just feel so lost,I feel like all my boyfriend & I do is fight anymore,because of these lies and drugs. Everything just continues to go wrong....it's just one bad thing after another...and it's starting to weigh me down....I can be the happiest person when the people I care about are around,but when the slightest thing goes wrong....I just get stressed out and fall into a depression. My friends tell me to try to go to therapy,and get on medication,but I've never liked therapy... I just don't know what to do. It's hard to love someone who threatens suicide when they don't get what they want for their next high. It's tough when you the smallest things set you off. I want to give up on them,and leave it at that....but my heart won't let me be that cold.......

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