Day 2 without you and it hurts so much.
But all you crave is a beer to touch.
When your sober you are my dream man.
But rage fills your soul when you're holding a can.
It's like Jekyll and Hyde, day and night.
I've tried everything to make things right.
I would do anything to hold your hand forever.
Face the world just you and me together.
But everyday you choose alcohol to hold you.
And how can I fight with all that you have been thru?
I just sit here and watch as it ruins our life.
You remember how you asked me to be your wife?
But you're already married and committed to booze.
I should've known it was always me that was going to loose.
I feel like the other woman. Second best.
And I can't seem to get this weight off my chest.
I wish, just once, you could see you thru my eyes.
Your perfect sober despite the alcohols lies.
So you may not be gone, but you're lost to me.
Until you finally set the alcohol free.