Oh my love,
You were a sea
I knew that I am afraid of it
but I always chose to get lost in you,
leaving behind my fear of getting drowned.
I forgot myself
everytime I started to let myself flow in you
I thought I was sailing,
but I was drowning deeper even without knowing it.
But somehow i ended up
in an island of unknown realisations.
my heavily depressed soul learned
what life really was while being there.
Yet, i hate myself for chosing
To get into the sea all over again.
My heart learned a lot
but still betrayed myself
to get drowned in you all over again