I try to tell people what I feel, but I just can't say,
everyone wants to know why I'm so hurt
I can't risk the embarrassment so I choose not to stay
there are times I can't contain it but I blurt
it all out. I can't deny it, those who know me can see
I'm broken inside they want to help, but they can't
I brush it away with a joke and smile I wish I could be
like others. Those who don't fake a smile. I don't rant
I try to stay calm and listen to suggestions,
but I can't bring myself to do them I try to listen
to others and help them and answer their questions,
somehow they always see a vision,
and it comes back to them asking 'whats wrong?'
My feelings...thats whats wrong they are too strong.