Lost in Darkness

My head has nothing but dark demonic thoughts
They know how to hit those insecurity spots
To be normal is my impossible dream
The voices I hear make me want to scream
Self-harm was the only way I would strive
Bleeding use to make me feel alive
The scars have faded but I still feel the burn
The feeling, the sensation, the pain I still yearn
Broken and shattered, inside I feel dead
There’s something wrong inside my head
I’m alive and breathing yet I feel buried in sadness
No Doctor or Medicine can help with this madness
The demons inside are driving me insane
I've lost my way, riding this mental train
I can’t take it, I have fallen to my knees
Someone out there hear my pleas
Having control; this I can’t pretend
My life feels as if it’s coming to an end
Faking this smile is exhausting and feels like a chore
I should be happy, I have more than I could ask for
I wish I knew why I feel lonely and empty inside
The tears have stopped flowing my eyes have dried
Anxiety and depression has taken control of me
I have come to the conclusion I will never be free

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