I feel so lost without you,
Not knowing what to do.
Knowing that I should just say,
Say I love and pray.
Pray that you feel the same as me,
But afraid to know if it's not to be.
I have loved you for so long,
And I know that it's wrong.
Wrong that I'm not letting you know,
Or even letting my feelings show.
Show the way I'm loving you,
But hurting inside because I do.
I never thought loving you would hurt this way,
And always wanting to look at you and say.
How much you mean to me,
And scared that you will see.
See how I can't go on without you in my life,
Wondering if I could ever become your wife.
I know this must sound crazy to you,
But loving you is all I know to do.