I don't know how you don't see it
It's painfully obvious, honestly
When you notice all the things I do
And the words I say it's hard not to see
How broken I am
How irreversibly shattered
How I go day to day believing I don't matter
"Save me!” is all I ever seem to say
Asking and begging for you to stay
To help me through this,
To tell me it will be okay.
I scream and cry and call for help
And all you ever seem to hear
Is the silence in between my tears
“Stay alive, I care, I promise!”
You say you want to save me.
But do you really care, are you being honest?
Or just maybe?