Meanings?


Meaning?
Everything has a meaning
But what do those mean
I know everyone hates me
But why
What did I do
Is it because I’m alive
Because they think I’m perfect
Because they are jealous
Because i can’t do things right
Because they want me to die

People die around me
Whatever I touch dies
People see me as a living freak of nature
Even the nice ones aren’t nice
People trust one another to be happy
They trust me and they die
They touch me they die
They love me they leave

I’ve lost so much in the last year
My mom, my dad, my brother, my aunt
My uncle, my instructors, my friends, and myself
I died in 2015

People still think the person they see is the same in 2015
They are wrong
I’m dead dead dead
I’m just a walking corpse without soul
No heart
No feeling
No emotions

I’m everyone’s worst nightmare
I live in the day and kill at night
People see what they want
People don’t see who I am
They don’t know me
They don’t know how fucked up I am
They don’t know shit

I try to tell them to stay away
But no one listens
They all touch me
They all die
I’m a death trap

I take the lives of others
I try to be normal
Normal doesn’t exist for something like me
I’m a disgrace to the world
I’m a disease to society
I need to die

They see a complex girl
They see a helpless girl
They see a weak girl
They see a troubled girl
They see a girl who needs help
They see a girl who’s hopeless
They see a pathetic girl

I am all of those things
They say I’m not
But I am
They try to show me different
They all dead
They all dead dead dead
Dead Dead Dead like me

No soul
No heart
No emotions
No taste
No sound
No pulse
No breath
No touch
No warmth
No thoughts
Nothing

They say I’m pretty
I’m not
They say I’m nice
I’m not
They say they love me
They don’t
They want me to do good
They don’t
They say I make them happy
I don’t
They tell me I’m fine
I’m not
They tell me to feel
I don’t
They tell me to live
I’m dead
They tell me be free
I’m trapped
They tell me will miss me
They won’t
They say the couldn’t be more proud
They could be if I was dead
They say never leave
They want me gone

Dead Dead Dead i am
Dead Dead Dead is the world
Dead Dead Dead is my soul
Dead Dead Dead is my life
Dead Dead Dead is my heart
Everything I touch or do is Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead is me

Meanings to this?
There are none
It's all just Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Dead Dead Dead
Just like me

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