Reoccurring dreams of you
where are you now? How could you leave me?
you are so much younger, so beautiful
You are never far away, but always out of reach
tears pour from my eyes, pain so intense
but on awakening, quickly fades
This is so unlike you, you were a Saint on this earth
Your innocence tainted. Where are you hiding?
Spiritual insight is my gift, yet I am miserably selfish
Where do you fit in Mom? Please speak to me
Intercede on my behalf, free me from this self imposed crises
I love you Mom