Do I? have to rely on every moment,
Thinking this was destined to be.
Or do? I just have to go with flow's flow
To flow where I am supposed to go.
It's only when i slip into sleep
Thinking I would visit serenity
You happen to be there, leaving (living)
Without me for eternity.
How? can I not surrender mysekf
Into the moments I don't want to be.
Thinking to not think you now and ever
Instills your feelings in me, again to surrender.
Your love that runs deep in me
Awakens feelings unnecessary
Already lost in memory for eternity
Tell me which? moments to lose free.