As a child playing with my dolls,
I was thinking of everything I wanted to be.
The next minute my eyes were filled with tears;
As it all shattered because you took my innocence from me.
All the things you said to me I believed;
Your words hurt and crushed my hopes and dreams.
It changed the way I lived and love I could not receive.
The day that I entered my womanhood by the flow that nature brings
It was all attached to you, the pain the trauma and all you did then
I have carried it into the now.
It was never easy, sex was equated to you
It even hurt the love I found.
You took it all away back then, just a child I was,
You even got my desire to conceive.
It has become my cry, I wonder if I'll ever have it now,
Or can I even separate the two.
I pray God can do it, cause I want what I lost in you.
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