The more I think about you
The more my wound festers
But I do hope one day soon
There comes a time
When your smile is not melting my heart anymore
The thought of you does not droop my eyes any longer
My soul no longer begs for some love from you
And I will forget to even think about you!
I want to run to you...
But I do not have the courage to face
your arms being already closed to me
I want to reignite our conversation
but I will not be able to bear
the indifferent attitude you will show to me
I have so much love for you...
But I do not want to make myself an easy backup for you
or a source of love, utterly undesirable to you!
I will walk away with all the scars I bear
No hopes I have I will ever meet you again
Forever seems a big time!
awfully huge when I think of not being with you
But the day when I will be indifferent to you
seems more attainable
than the day I might finally be important to you!