My Affliction. God’s Glory.
As I sit here with this hurt inside,
I wonder if I'll be able to rise.
Rise against this feeling of no escape,
I'm not sure how much of this i can take.
This hurt fills my eye's, and begin to fall,
Down to these pages where I bare it all.
All the emotion I suppress so deep,
Deep down with my strength that I'm fighting to keep.
I cry out to God please help me now,
I feel like I'm lost and can not be found.
How did I end up in this desolate place,
Full of regret and so much disgrace.
I feel like I'm missing out on so much,
Locked in this place missing a simple touch.
I hate that I'm here, I have my self to blame,
Thinking of my actions only feels me with shame.
This can't be the end, i refuse to give up,
I'm not this girl everyone see's as so tough.
I've fallen weak deep down in my soul,
Wondering what my future may hold.
I have to keep my faith in God and have no fear in man,
I have to have faith this is all part of His plan.
For when its all said and done it'll be worth every tear,
That I found out through Christ I can conquer all my fears.