My Heart Ache

My heart ache for each wrong decision i make,

I pray for god to take this pain of mines away,

I breathe for peace and ways to purified my soul

to find ways to let all my pain and anger go,

I beat my self down with guilt each day,

wondering why can't i follow god the right way,

maybe things for me would get better,

but reality hits with the answer never.

Where has my faith gone, when will i see the light

that once shine inside of me so bright,

Where is the peace my lord,when will i understand

that the crazy decision i make will always lead to nothing but pain,

I willing my lord to be once again purified,

to be once the good christian in your glorious eyes.

Please help me my lord, uplift me from my misery and pain,

to obey your rules and never be sinnful again.