My Sister

When the world is spinning all around and it gets too hard,
I remember your strength.
When there is chaos and I feel like I have no control,
I see you in my dreams.
The tears fill my eyes and no matter what I do it hurts,
I feel you by my side.

I just want to laugh with you again.
I just want to see a text on my phone from you again.
I just want to sit in silence and know that we are both happy again.

I see your smile but it is fading
I can't remember what the last thing you said to me was anymore
I just feel so broken without you...my best friend...my sister.