~Never Enough V2~

It’s never enough
This unending struggle
I act like I’m tough
To them I’m a muggle

I clean up my looks
I build my physique
I think I have hooks
To them I look weak

Will I never be enough
For the ones I fall for
Can’t see through the bluff
Seems I’m just another bore

They always pick another
I’m never the chosen
Am I just another bother?
I feel like I’m broken

It hurts, I can’t take it
I see their eyes drift
To a different hook they bit
Within my heart’s a rift

Sift through my mind again
Where did it all go wrong
She was smiling just then
Said I’d sing her a song

Now she’s laying on him
And I’m pushed to the side
Boiling to the brim
Strung along for the ride

Yet again it’s the outcome
Why do I even try
I feel so fucking dumb
There’s always another guy

This pain it’s too much
I knew this would occur
I know I’m cursed as such
But this time I was sure

I guess it’s time to crawl
Into my dark, damp hole
Not just to cry and bawl
But to guard my shattered soul

I think I’ll just give up
Love just isn’t for me
I won’t drink from this cup
I will just let it be

Why am I never enough
I don’t understand
This pain it’s too rough
My heart turns to sand