Night images

I can't read about love anymore
It's only your blame, your fault.
We separated in June night,
Now you dare come in winter.
You promised to end this story
And looking for me in the dark.
In gloom and hush, can’t let me be lonely.
Lamentaly you came to me ask for mercy
And whispering deceitful prophecies
Why can't you live?
Just like you promised, you left and sent me in shadow
Awaked from very long dream after 4 years of glorious time, now
You’re calling me in darkness
Images are seeking me
They are come from emptiness
I can't suffer anymore, and stop remembering this life, which could be.
You promised to let me go!
Decray! I wasn't rushing out!
Destroy a dream was made by you
Bestow me warm and light
Blind by hope
Made soul drunk your love
And life forced naked.
Emotion oceans, full of waves,
And soul bursts
Desire visions from inside
After push. Deserted night.
You left, but you crying just behind
Apologize for given dream
You knew soon revenge moment come
When I will burn my own wings.
You left me in June night, which became for me the coldest day
After a nightmare, in January I awake
You left me in summer and dare came now,
for what explain please.
I can't even hear about love!
One night I saw your wraith and felt this breathing,
You just restored my life for suffering?
Just go away! Forgot! Layer of dust is not a sign of romantic!
I don't know how to love someone
And reading poems is still disgusting…